It's been nearly 1 year since my last post. Pretty crazy guise. It doesn't really seem that long ago, but then again, it does? I have a job now, too... by the way. I'm a senior. I've been on here for 2 years now. pretty awesome.
"I watch the stars as they fall from the sky.... I held a fallen star and it wept for me.. dying. I feel the fallen stars encircle me. Now as they cry."
This time of the year always seems slightly depressing. And I keep finding myself coming back here around this time, for a pretty obvious reason... to me anyway.
It's almost a 2 year anniversary for something, something that's not really good. And it makes me upset.
It's part of the reason for why i joined this site.
I keep finding myself regreting some things. And remembering things all the time. I guess for some reason I see this as being one of the only things left to hold onto, memory wise.
but it's 12am on a school night, and my mom is mad. and theres testing tomorrow.. and i need to wash clothes.. and i need to straighten my hair.. and do some homework. but.. all is well. because i'm nocturnal.. not really. but i stay up late every night. ayuh. and i love this photo by the way.. it's pretty old.. but it's awesome.. i think.. pfft. tomorrow will kinda be dull.. since classes are like an hour long.. with a shorter lunch and shorter passing periods.. but fwa!
yep. i guess i've been gone for quite some time from this site.. and i just re-read all my old blog posts.. and it made me wanna write a new one lol.. it'll probably suck. i dunno. well, i think i sorta stopped posting on here cause i lost my reason to.. yeah. and i figured i'd be wasting my time.. but yus, a lot of stuff has happened since then.. i wish i woulda posted heh... cause.. then i'd remember it all..O_O but yeah. sooo much, not all of it is good, but i realize there are a lot of great parts now. ayeee. my life is changing soo much heh. like, an insane amount, basically.
