so.

i said I'd start posting more.. and i guess i lied. because i haven't posted anythinggg... in months. i've been kinda busy. but yeah. not busy enough to not have time just to sit down and write something. and plus the many things i never said in previous posts when i probably should've..

i  finished summerschool.. FINALLY... after wasting a month of my summer there. i've finally got my pinkslip, and for those of you who are hermits.. that means i'm closer to getting my driving permit. other than school related nothingness.. life, is peachy.. i'm on summer vacation, and it's nearly at an end like always.. and it seems like it barely began. things are so much different than last year. there are certain people and a certain person who are pretty much gone.. dying relationships. and dead ones too. and people who are just gone, people who can't be replaced. it seems like whatever changes seems great at first then goes downhill. but there are some things in my life now that are better than what there was before.. if you didn't notice, i'm now with my boyfriend and best friend.. rAy. i think it's probably me who's changing anyway. the way i am. it only makes it seem like everything else is different. but i think i better start getting my priorities in order. maybe whatever happens is for the best. but is that ever true? i really don't know. but whatever happens just happens. not much control i have over it. i think my life is about to get a bit hectic though. i'll be getting a job.. and going to band camp.. then going to band practices after that.. and starting my junior year and getting a lot more homework than before. life changes i guessss... but sometimes i wish some stuff would stay the same. well.

i'll try to keep more stuff new on here.. 

buh byee.. 

trip on that.

7/23/o7  yesterday. summer storm..