It's been nearly 1 year since my last post. Pretty crazy guise. It doesn't really seem that long ago, but then again, it does? I have a job now, too... by the way. I'm a senior. I've been on here for 2 years now. pretty awesome.

"I watch the stars as they fall from the sky.... I held a fallen star and it wept for me.. dying. I feel the fallen stars encircle me. Now as they cry."

This time of the year always seems slightly depressing. And I keep finding myself coming back here around this time, for a pretty obvious reason... to me anyway.

It's almost a 2 year anniversary for something, something that's not really good. And it makes me upset.

It's part of the reason for why i joined this site.

I keep finding myself regreting some things. And remembering things all the time. I guess for some reason I see this as being one of the only things left to hold onto, memory wise.

Trip on that.

so yes. it's been a while... again. Lol. since i last posted a new blog.. like, 2 months.^_^ or 3. SOMETHING.but yeah. i used to talk about this all the time.^_^ and finally.. after 3 years... i got it?!@?!!?#@

my industrial.^_^ (the bar) i love it. muy mucho.

 and for x-mas i got a 30 gb zune.. the piercing of course... and a ceramic straightener. other stuff too.. but that was the majority of it. o0o0o. AND. 2 agalloch cds from ray. snazziness.

they're steadilly becoming my new favorite band. in other news... everything is pretty snazzy. christmas was fun.. for once. so was new years, even though i was pissed. anddd, this school year isn't too bad... it's already half way over and i barely realized it. i haven't been with my friends much.. for reasons.... but i've been with ray. all the time Lol.

 me and my ray.↑  i love him.<3 i've been on onesite for a pretty long time, i think.^_^  it's pretty cool... and imma try and post more often.. really...

but if anyone actually ever goes here..

you can find me here... www.myspace.com/originality_is_dead

trip on that.

buh byee. 

WELL.

YEAH. i kinda lied. saying that i'd keep stuff new on here.. but oh well. like anyone read that anyway. no one probably comes here anymore anyway. onesite is like, desolate. basically. but i'mma still write stuff.. mmk... do you know.. the muffin man..? the muffin man!?!? the muffin man?!!? yes i know... the muffin man. who lives... somewhere eating a cat carcass in a trashcan. and. today. is hobo chicken fiesta day. not really. but i bought some taco-flavored toothpaste. not really. but still. well.. today.. was like... every other day of this year. so amazing. "fun filled spinning merry-go-round of flying crap-steaks and kittens." O<_}||++)_()( so.. yeah. as i sit here, once again, wasting my life for a pointless cause. that isn't really a cause. but still.

you're stupid. you know why?

BECAUSE YOU FORGOT TO WASH YOUR BLACK SOCKS?!@@! YOU HOBO LOVING, PEOPLE HATING, MICHAEL JACKSON DANCING, STEAK SNIFFING RICK JAMES SINGING freeeeak....

-me.

i long for people.

then again; i loathe them.

end of autumn.

-chogo.

trip on that.

i used to look forward everyday last year almost; just so i could come and write on my blogggg... and now i do once every 2 weeks or so. it's become dull, and boring. but still. old habbits die hard. i've lost a pretty big majority of reasons for writing on here. now, i write on here because i'm hella bored. before, it was because i had no one to talk to, and too much free time. and i'm a creature of habbit.. i come back here.. always. and did i mention... i donated blood last tuesday.. hell no i didn't mention it so don't lie you mofo?!!? but. yeah. i felt like fainting. 2 times. but i'm okay. and.. i still don't even have my drivers permit.. and... i miss writing a lot on here.. and.. i think i will more.. not even lying now.. i want to0o0o0o0o.. and.. i'll get rid of the headache colors from this thang.. the richard-simmons tastic.. crap. yes. and. i always wear the earphones on my computer. even when i'm not listening to anything. and.. imma just say.. i've been on here for over a year now.

BEEN ON ONESITE FOR OVER A YEar....

confidence is brokennnnn... broken. sustinence is stolen. stolen.. arrogance is potenttt.. potent. yeah. what i see is unreal..... i've written my own part.... eat of the apple so young.... i'm crawling back to start. i repent tomorrow... tomorrowwww... i suspend my sorrow...... sorrow... yeah. what i see is unreal... i've written my own part... eat of the apple so young.. i'm crawling back to start...a romance is fallen.... fallen...... recommend you borrow... borrow... yeah. what i see is unreal... i've written my own part.... eat of the apple so young... i'm crawling back to.. start.

-alice in chains. rotten apple.

mad season. i really will try and write more... because.. i do miss this place. and writing here. and remembering everything. but for now i guess i'll be seeing you.. yes.. i'm a freak.. buh byee..

trip on that.†

so.

i said I'd start posting more.. and i guess i lied. because i haven't posted anythinggg... in months. i've been kinda busy. but yeah. not busy enough to not have time just to sit down and write something. and plus the many things i never said in previous posts when i probably should've..

i  finished summerschool.. FINALLY... after wasting a month of my summer there. i've finally got my pinkslip, and for those of you who are hermits.. that means i'm closer to getting my driving permit. other than school related nothingness.. life, is peachy.. i'm on summer vacation, and it's nearly at an end like always.. and it seems like it barely began. things are so much different than last year. there are certain people and a certain person who are pretty much gone.. dying relationships. and dead ones too. and people who are just gone, people who can't be replaced. it seems like whatever changes seems great at first then goes downhill. but there are some things in my life now that are better than what there was before.. if you didn't notice, i'm now with my boyfriend and best friend.. rAy. i think it's probably me who's changing anyway. the way i am. it only makes it seem like everything else is different. but i think i better start getting my priorities in order. maybe whatever happens is for the best. but is that ever true? i really don't know. but whatever happens just happens. not much control i have over it. i think my life is about to get a bit hectic though. i'll be getting a job.. and going to band camp.. then going to band practices after that.. and starting my junior year and getting a lot more homework than before. life changes i guessss... but sometimes i wish some stuff would stay the same. well.

i'll try to keep more stuff new on here.. 

buh byee.. 

trip on that.

7/23/o7  yesterday. summer storm..

yusa.

well. i went to the doctor todaii. because... of stupid bugbites. and being freakin sick. and.. i at least got antibiotics heh.. but.. i have stupid bugbites all over me still.. on my face too.. it angers me?! omg. i have to put neosporin on my face lol.. it works tho.^_^ they're already not very red. but blah. since i went to the doctor and was sick... i missed a lot of tests heh.. in classes.. and part of state-testing.. so i have to make that up which sucks. and i didn't get to see zebrA or the rest of my friends heh.. bah. they tried giving me shots at the doctors office lol.. and i'm.. extremely paranoid of needles.. beyond. i start crying from the idea of it.. and i did lol. but they ended up not having to give me any, and it was all for no reason so.. whatever. heh..

goodbye blue sky.

buh byee.. people. wooey. pink floyd.

trip on that.